I know I wasn't alone yesterday in my meltdown. Other parents experienced the same emotions I did. They just didn't spew to the entire world. But I am glad I did. I almost did not post yesterday, fearful that I would offend Boo's teachers and therapists. Fearful that I would look like an idiot when David took her and Boo did not melt down. Fearful that Boo would melt down and I wouldn't be there to hold her in my arms.
I want to thank each and every one of you though, for supporting my meltdown with texts, e-mails and comments. I cannot tell you what it meant that you understood. Or if you didn't understand you empathized. A friend put it so well, this was a case of mommy guilt at it's worse. Something we all go through during this crazy period of our life called parenthood.
Since parenthood is going to last for the rest of my life I know that there will be other moments when Mommy Guilt overwhelms me. I always thought Catholic guilt was tough, man I knew nothing before children!!
Including how I never knew that parenting was a team sport. So, thanks to each and every one of you who are on my team.